#Confessions

I want you to know

I’m a mess

coffee stain on my dress lipstick smeared tripping over my heels

kind of a mess

I talk a lot

especially when I’m nervously trying to fill awkward silences

and I’m loud, like really loud

like you’d probably be embarrassed to be seen with me in public

kind of loud

I scrunch my nose when I laugh

and I bite my bottom lip when I’m nervous

if you tickle me

I will go into survival mode

I can’t watch horror movies

but my favorite genre is mystery

I have an abnormally large assortment of nail polish

and I collect jewelry from around the world

I have self-diagnosed slight OCD

and I love to lose myself in inspiration

I can’t cook without blasting music

and dancing around in the kitchen

I rarely leave the house without makeup

because I’m afraid people will see my acne scars

I may seem like I’m a strong woman

but I’m more fragile than you’ll ever know

I’m terrified to let anyone in

because I’m scared they’ll break me

I have dreams bigger than you could ever imagine

bigger than my own life could ever hold

and I hope you want my dreams

because I want to want your dreams too

I want you to know