I want
you to know
I’m a
mess
coffee
stain on my dress lipstick smeared tripping over my heels
kind of a
mess
I talk a
lot
especially
when I’m nervously trying to fill awkward silences
and I’m
loud, like really loud
like
you’d probably be embarrassed to be seen with me in public
kind of
loud
I scrunch
my nose when I laugh
and I
bite my bottom lip when I’m nervous
if you
tickle me
I will go
into survival mode
I can’t
watch horror movies
but my
favorite genre is mystery
I have an
abnormally large assortment of nail polish
and I collect
jewelry from around the world
I have
self-diagnosed slight OCD
and I
love to lose myself in inspiration
I can’t
cook without blasting music
and
dancing around in the kitchen
I rarely
leave the house without makeup
because
I’m afraid people will see my acne scars
I may
seem like I’m a strong woman
but I’m
more fragile than you’ll ever know
I’m
terrified to let anyone in
because I’m
scared they’ll break me
I have
dreams bigger than you could ever imagine
bigger
than my own life could ever hold
and I
hope you want my dreams
because I
want to want your dreams too
